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To protect those who come to me.
To love those who trust me.
To move obstacles for those who need me.
To make life easier for everyone else.
To care even when no one cares about me.
To love when no one loves me.
To listen when no one hears me.
To remember when everyone else forgets me.
To be a light even when my heart is dark.
To bring happiness to others when I can't even smile.
To stand from far.. and watch others.
To be a Force that pushes the ones I love from behind and pulls them to their feet when they fall.
If Only I am given the chance to...
Posted on Thursday, July 20, 2017 at 2:32 PM

Get well soon


Posted on Sunday, July 9, 2017 at 7:46 PM

Sometimes i wonder if i alr missed that monent for a chance at love and will never get another one in this lifetime


Posted on at 5:45 AM

Just see all my friends running ahead while im left behind


Posted on at 5:42 AM

We're all trying too hard and completely missing the point of life.


Posted on Thursday, June 8, 2017 at 8:29 AM

Thinking about you always makes me want to be a better person. To love everyone unconditionally and show compassion even to those who bring me harm


Posted on at 8:27 AM

52 days left.

We've always been friends and always will be. At least thats what i hope you feel too.
No matter how far you go, how high you climb or how hard you fall i'll always be looking out for you. The one girl i could never let go of no matter how ive tried before. I guess maybe its becos you still always remember me, i hope, for the good things at least.

And i hope i find the right woman for me too in this lifetime. Someone who can light up my world for once and bear the weight of my broken and tainted heart. Someone who can make me feel the true purity of love without lust. Who will fight the battles of the hidden world with me and seek the answer to the universe. Someone who is willing to devote their life to seeking greater meaning and passion


Posted on Monday, May 29, 2017 at 10:09 AM

In the end i'll still always do the right thing.. i'll still always give in and forgive. And give people another chance. Maybe just cos its the right thing to do. Maybe cos letting it go is easier than holding it against them. Maybe cos i dont want to remember only the negative things about people even if thats what they do.

Be the one that cares too much because most of the world doesnt care at all..

Maybe cos this is what resonates with me.

Still so many friends i wish i was still close to. Wish i didnt have to lose. But things change, people change, phases change. I still have good friends now and i have to cherish that as well before they are gone too.

The hole in my heart lacking love is still there but it doesnt really hurt anymore. Can a person really give up on love?